Yes...it hurts!!

U hurt me & then U say Sorry...

But U hurt again..!

U say U don't Love me...

Then U show some Love...

Then ignore me again..!

U treat me just as a toy...

Which U need when U are bored...

Then U throw away...

Just like a thing that U pick up only in need...only in need...

Then U find it Useless..!

But my heart feels pain...each time I see U with someone else...

Because I still want U to be happy with ME..!!

And just want your arms to die in...

Just want U to be only MINE..!!

I Can't...

This lies become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name,

......Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone,

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs,

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment
I couldn't catch my breath,

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time
I just can't let him go !!!

Why When You Know!!!

Why do you ask yourself what is right and what is wrong,

when you know you always want to be right.

Why do you hold on to things,

when you know they can never be yours.

Why do you make the same mistakes,

when you know they taught you a lot.

Why do you say you don't care,

when you know you really do.

Why do you fake a smile,

when you know no one sees the pain behind your eyes.

Why do you make some one your priority,

when you know you are just an option for them.

Why do you think you are in love,

when you know its the pain you are addicted to.

 

Why do you still lie to yourself,

when you know this time you are wrong again...!

 

Its Not Love!!

No reason to laugh,no reason to smile.

You've nothing to do,so you just cry for a while.

You dream all day,you dream all night.

Suddenly you realize,something is not right.

 

 

Sometimes you are nice,sometimes you are rude.

'You simply throw attitude, is what people conclude.

 

 

You love the anguish,you love the pain.

But still you wish it flows away with the rain.

You want to run,you want to hide.

Or you badly need someone by your side.

 

 

Many times in life you come across this mess.

You've so much to say but no words to express.

Your confusion at that moment knows no bounds.

Some say 'you are in love',but how stupid that sounds.

If falling in love is supposed to be this way,

wouldn't it be happening to me almost everyday!!!

Past

                                                                                      Afraid of your own shadows

                               you never look behind,

every past is a tape

you fear to rewind.

Some moments you wish

come back again,

but few others you know

always gave you just pain.

You don't know whose fault

you don't know whom to blame,

but you are the loneliest person on earth

is all what you claim.

Anxious to close your eyes

you fear the flashback grave,

few words of care and concern

is all what you crave.

You think you are the only unlucky one

but its not the case,

every life has the same story,

just a different face....

Why don't things ever go my way....

Why don't things ever go my way,

every morning I wake up its another bad day.

People stopped caring and so have I,

it really doesn't matter I live or die.

May be I have started expecting a lot,

without realising the other person is capable or not.

Trust is broken and so is heart,

now I realise why hurting is an art.

Success is always the wishing star of my day,

but fear of failure blocks my way.

I hope,I wish today the day is mine,

things go my way and everything is fine..

:'(

I cry silently..
I cry inside of me..
I cry hopelessly..
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again..
I cry
...Cause you're not here with me..
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be..
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again.. :(

I need you
in times of pain,
of fear and stress;
even to smile in my happiness too.

......I need you
to share my joys,
to share my tears too,
with you.

I need you
to hold on
and be strong,
when things are going wrong.

I need you
to keep the faith and trust
and remind what I'm!

I need you
only for two times
Now & Always

Never wanted to leave you..

I can feel your warmth in my arms,
I can smell the fragrance in your hair,
I can hear your wondrous laughter.

I suddenly realize that it was a dream.
...
I cannot feel your warmth,
I cannot smell your hair,
I cannot hear you laughter.

I miss you so much.

P.S. I Miss You!

I'm Not Angry Because We Broke Up,
I'm Sad Because I Can't Let You Go..

I'm Not Angry At You For Not Loving Me,
I'm Angry With Me For Still Loving You..
...
I'm Not Angry That I Lost You,
I'm Sad Because I Once Had You..

I'm Not Angry That I Can't Have You,
I'm Sad Because I Know What I'm Missing..

I'm Not Angry That You've Moved On,
I'm Sad Because I Can't..

I'm Not Angry That You Won't Come Back,
I'm Sad Because I Keep Hoping You Will..

I'm Not Angry Because I Hate You And Don't Want To,
I'm Sad Because I Miss You And I Love You.......!!!

!!!LIFE!!!

Life hurts, feelings fade..
We want everything to stay the same but ppl change....
and sumtimes all you can do is hold your head up high, blink the tears away and say...
" Hmmm its Life"

My first blog

Heya ppl...
This is my first blog... I am not that good at writting but then also i started bloggong....This is not any general blog neither that particular...I decided to start blogging because i thought this is one way where i can share my feeling....
Hope you ppl will like it...
Thanx for readding...
Loadza Love..